Tuesday, December 16, 2008

I'm Miserable

I wish breaking up with someone meant you would automatically stop loving them, stop wanting to be around them all the time, stop liking their smile or their smell or their stupid jokes. I wish breaking up with someone didn't mean you would have to be lonely, would have to constantly reassure yourself that you made the right decision, that sooner or later this sadness you've inflicted upon yourself will be worth it. I wish I wasn't so sure that this had to happen. I wish I really could second guess myself and go back to him.

I am completely miserable.

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